You know what what’s scary? Fear is scary. I can’t feel merry When it all feels scary. Who and how do I trust? At least myself, I know I must. But that becomes hard to see With these daunting things in front of me My mind knows one truth And my heart another Often they don’t collide... When mind wins, then I hide. I want to step up and step out Share and showcase what I’m all about. Fear creeps in and wields its mighty sword Then I retreat back to the drawing board. This cycl